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The Jedi guide to finishing that tough book in 3 easy steps

Have you ever started reading a book with the best of intentions, only to find what you thought you going to be reading was something entirely different than what you actually read?

Maybe you picked up a book with the best intentions for learning something new, but then the reading didn’t take you and you’re struggling to continue. There’s an easy solution to this problem.

I had this same problem in April and of all things Star Wars showed me how to deal with it. I’ll show you how to finish a tough book in three easy steps.

Step 1 – Choose your book wisely.

I started The Great Movies by Robert Ebert with the best of intentions. I thought that reading about some of the greatest films of all time, particularly ones I hadn’t yet seen would inspire me to broaden my horizons. I love a broad range of movies, but I have some gaps in my taste.

One hundred great movies in alphabetical order. Could anything be better for learning more about great films?

Surely expanding the breadth of my appreciation for movies would be a good thing. I thought so, but then I read the first essay in the book. I slogged through that first chapter, convinced that it would get better once I got past the introductory material.

Despite competent writing, it did not get better once I got past the opening material.

Step 2 – Persevere!

I heard my inner Master Yoda whispering to me as I struggled with every page. “Keep reading the book, you should. By a renowned personality in the field, it is. Let a book beat you, will you? Hmm?”

I set a goal to read three essays every day until I completed all 100 movies.

When I was young, I loved watching Siskle and Ebert at the movies. Even when I disagreed with them, I enjoyed watching them talk about the movies. After 5 days of slogging through three essays a day, trying to finish the book before the end of April, I came to two conclusions:

  • Roger Ebert’s essays didn’t have the same feel as him talking about a movie.
  • I enjoyed watching Siskel & Ebert disagree about movies more than I enjoyed them actually talking about movies.

If I’d read the essay about Casablanca as my enticement to watch the film, instead of seeing it at a festival on the big screen with my Gran, I’m pretty sure I would have passed on one of the greatest films of all time.

I’m nothing, if not persistent, so I kept reading. Three dry, dull, essays a day. No other reading unless I read my chunk.

I read every day. I didn’t manage three essays every day, but I kept reading. This continued until I hit the letter S on April 29.

In the essay on Star Wars, he talks about how much he loves the film. In particular, describes that great scene where Princess Leia gives the plans to the plucky C-3PO and tells him to take them to Obi-Wan Kenobi.

C-3PO? Plucky C-3PO?

Reading that, I discovered step three.

Step 3 – Let the Force be your guide.

It’s R2-D2 who carries the plans and the hope of the rebellion to enlist the aid of Obi-wan Kenobi.

So it wasn’t exactly the force. It was complete indignation at such a blatant error in the essay. Even my inner Master Yoda said, “Fucking kidding me, you’ve got to be.”

I stopped reading The Great Movies on April 29. The book might have had essays left in it, but I was finished reading it. Stopping reading, whether the book continues or not, is a perfectly legitimate way to finish a book.

It felt liberating.

Between April 30th and May 2nd, I started (and finished) The Ardent Swarm by Yamen Manai, which was delightful, The Miniaturist by Jessie Burton, which I found most satisfying, and started the latest Murderbot novel, Fugitive Telemetry,, which I’m finding most amusing.

Sometimes the answer is as simple as knowing when to move on. I wasted a whole month of that book. I didn’t gain the intended knowledge from it, but I did learn that I need I needed to trust myself enough to value my time.

Dost thou love life? Then do not squander time for that’s the stuff life is made of.

Benjamin Franklin

Your time is valuable.

When you’re reading for knowledge, it’s good to stretch yourself, but sometimes you’re going to make mistakes when choosing books. That’s okay.

Stop reading the book. Close the covers. Thank it for teaching you something about yourself.

Maybe your next book will catch your inner spark, and you’ll have more time to devote to it because you didn’t keep struggling needlessly with a book that wasn’t speaking to you.

They’re just books, after all. They don’t have feelings to be hurt if you don’t finish them.

Just don’t tell my copy of Something Wicked This Way Comes, that. He’s sensitive.

And May the Fourth be with you.

March 2021 – Roam Update

a close up of a bulky crochet granny square in blues and yellow.
I finished a chunky scarf, too.

The month has just seemed to fly by. I’ve changed roles at the day job, which I think has contributed to the feeling that time is just disappearing between heartbeats. I’m not nearly as far along on my reading as I’d hoped to be this month.

  • The Great Glowing Coils of the Universe – Jeffrey Cranor and Joseph Fink – Finished
  • The Great Movies – Robert Ebert – In Progress
  • H is for Hawk – Helen MacDonald – Finished
  • The Ardent Swarm – Yamen Manai – Not started
  • The 12 Week Year – Brian P. Moran, Michael Lennington – (added) Finished

The Great Glowing Coils of the Universe is a script book of previous episodes of Welcome to Night Vale and includes introductory information about the inspiration and writing of each episode. I enjoyed reading both the notes about each episode. Since I’d listened to all of these episodes previously, reading through each episode felt relaxing and familiar. As far as vacations to dystopian wastelands go, this one was ideal.

H is for Hawk wasn’t the trip I expected. I thought I was going on a trip through the English countryside with a falconer training a goshawk. Instead, I went on a trip through the author’s grief at the sudden loss of her father. My father passed away on March 1st nine years ago. In touring the author’s grief in H is for Hawk, I toured the shadows of my own grief, a dull ache that still informs the background of my life, but no longer overwhelms my daily experience. I found the book a satisfying read and even read the afterward, which I have to admit to skipping more often than I read them.

Somehow, I thought I could squeeze in one more book this month. The 12 Week Year was recommended by the A Beautiful Mess Podcast as the book they most credit with their successful working habits. I thought calling “work to fiscal quarterly results, not year-end results” a “12 Week Year” was a little cheesy, but the ideas in it seem actionable and sound.

I’m still working my way through The Great Movies. I feel like there’s a watch list here that I should devote a full month to exploring. Maybe I’ll put that on the calendar for September of this year since the topic of the month is “Learn.”

I’m not likely to start, let alone finish, The Ardent Swarm before the end of the month since I’m still working my way through The Great Movies and it’s only a week until the month is over.

April’s theme is supposed to be Money, but I think I’m going to do something completely different and make it Writing instead. April is Camp-Nanowrimo and I’d like to challenge myself to write and bring back the 2021 theme of “Creativity” back to the front of my mind.

March 2021 – Roam

Pictured: a tiny green statue with praying hands, a purple oddish, two miniature pink skull and crossbones erasers, and a miniature rubber chicken.
I really need to get away from my desk.

My theme for March is Roam and I plan to read books that feel like being transported to somewhere else. I only have three books on my list for next month, so there’s room to read other things and to do a few more things, too.

  • The Great Glowing Coils of the Universe – Jeffrey Cranor and Joseph Fink
  • March The Great Movies – Robert Ebert
  • H is for Hawk – Helen MacDonald
  • The Ardent Swarm – Yamen Manai

Iowa is still in Phase 1B Priority for coronavirus vaccinations and it doesn’t look like there will be a vaccination available for me any time soon, despite being in a high-risk category, so I won’t be able to do any real travel for some time. I’ll just have to use my imagination in the meantime.

February End of Month Summary

Pictured: a close up of bulky weight wool in muliticolored blue and white garter stitch

Final update of the reading list for February. I got through three more books than I thought I wood for the month. I didn’t focus on self-care, though. I just plowed through my reading and tried to stay warm, like I was hibernating, but with books.

Good books, for the most part, though some of them were tough reads. I’ve read enough books in the “History of the United States” series that I expected the onslaught of people behaving badly. I could brace myself mentally, and keep reading.

Nothing prepared me for Spectacle. That one, in particular, was horrifying to read and know that American people actually treated another human being that way. I feel like it’s an important book to read because it brings out the humanity of Ota Benga and the tragedy of his situation.

  • Hitting a Straight Lick with a Crooked Stick – Zora Neale Hurston Status: Finished
  • Uncomfortable Conversations With a Black Man – Emmanuel Acho Status: Finished
  • An African American and Latinx History of the United States – Paul Ortiz Status: Finished
  • The Witch’s Book of Self-Care: Magical Ways to Pamper, Soothe, and Care for Your Body and Spirit – Arin Murphy-Hiscock Status: Finished
  • Added:  The Self-Care Prescription by Robyn L Gobin, Ph.D. Status: Finished
  • The Conjurer – Luanne G. Smith Status: Finished
  • Added: Spectacle: The Astonishing Life of Ota Benga – Pamala Newkirk Status: Finished
  • Added: The Cooking Gene: A Journey Through African American Culinary History in the Old South – Michael W. Twitty Status: Finished

I started a scarf mostly because I can work on it in bits and starts. The sweater requires enough time to work through a set of decreases on the sleeve, and I don’t always have that.

A beautiful winter sunset in a suburban neighborhood.
Was a beautiful sunset

I woke up this morning with a migraine. I am going to bed with medication, but at least I got to see this beautiful sunset.

February Mid-Month Check-in

Pictured: Brown knitted yarn with knitting needles in place and a blue glass skull stitch marker.
Sleeve Island part 1 started.

My reading list is coming along well for the month. I finished up An African American and Latinx History of the United States today, leaving two full weeks to finish The Conjurer, which shouldn’t take anywhere near that long.

  • Hitting a Straight Lick with a Crooked Stick – Zora Neale Hurston Status: Finished
  • Uncomfortable Conversations With a Black Man – Emmanuel Acho Status: Finished
  • An African American and Latinx History of the United States – Paul Ortiz Status: Finished
  • The Witch’s Book of Self-Care: Magical Ways to Pamper, Soothe, and Care for Your Body and Spirit – by Arin Murphy-Hiscock Status: Finished
  • Added:  The Self-Care Prescription by Robyn L Gobin, Ph.D. Status: Finished
  • The Conjurer – Luanne G. Smith Status: Not Started

I wonder if anyone would be interested in my impressions of the books. I hadn’t intended to do reviews of any of the books I read, but if someone said they were interested I could do that.

I’m progressing along well on my cardigan, but I’m not sure if I will quite finish before the end of the month. I cast off the body on Friday and started the first sleeve on Saturday, but there’s still another sleeve to finish, ends to weave in, and buttons to sew on before it’s really done. If I continue to make good progress, I think it might be possible to finish by the end of the month.

I’ve tried the sweater on in progress and I’m happy with the fit of it thus far. This will be the fourth sweater I’ve ever knit for myself, and only the second that’s really fit the way I wanted. I think that’s knitting progress.

February’s Theme is self-care and I have to admit that I’m still struggling to build a self-care practice. Any kind of self-care practice. Everything gets put ahead of it for everyone else but me.

The thing is, I’m not just tired anymore. I’m exhausted. Depleted. Overwhelmed.

I’m tired from feeling like I’m not connecting at work, and I’m not connected to my work at this time. I’m still looking at derecho damage we couldn’t get repaired yet. I feel like I never have any privacy at home due to always having a guest around. I’m sick of the pandemic and never feeling like I can get out or go anywhere.

Maybe I need to go further and just turn off everything for a bit until I can build back balance.

A little winter sunshine

Pictured: two clementines. One whole, the other peeled and split in half.
I know it’s oranges, not clementines that were promoted as “Florida Sunshine”

We’re in the part of the season where sunshine is hard to come by. Now I like an overcast and foggy day as much as the next monster loving lass, but even I have my limits. At least I have some sunny citrus fruit for a dose of palate cleansing sunshine.

Snow piling up in the woodlands behind our house.
Can somebody please tell it to stop snowing already?

I watched three separate vehicles spin out in front of me as I was going between work locations today. Now I’m listening to the wind howl as the snow goes from slush to glazed on the streets, but at least I’m safely at home.

I can remember when storms like this weren’t frightening to me. Now every howl of wind sounds like it could be the next one to land a tree on the house. Logically, I know that’s not the case. There aren’t that many trees left that could hit the house even if one of the gusts did blow something down.

In the meantime, our snowblower broke in the last snowfall. The replacement parts don’t arrive until Saturday. We only have two shovels, so watched as others worked to remove the snow by hand.

Maybe someday, I’ll find the majesty in the storm and not just the potential for disruption and destruction. I’m hopeful that one day I’ll look back on the picture and short video I took and see the majesty in the storm’s power and find grace in the good fortune that this time we didn’t suffer significant damage.

Adjust as you go

A black and white tuxedo cat looks up from a blue and white checked rug.
Bunny cat demands love. Now. Or snacks. Snacks are good, too.

I finished The Witch’s Book of Self-Care. It wasn’t my sort of thing. I found it heavy on the metaphysical, and I was hoping for less self visualization and candle burning with intention, and more practical ideas for self-care. Others may find it more to their preferences.

Because I didn’t find what I was looking for, I started The Self-Care Prescription by Robyn L Gobin, Ph.D. I am already happier with my choice. Chapter one was about the importance of social groups to self-care with ideas I will adapt to Covid times. Chapter two is about building in time for exercise as self-care. The structure is more what I expected and wanted.

Sometimes you just have to adapt as you go.

What lies behind you and what lies in front of you, pales in comparison to what lies inside of you. - Henry Stanley Haskins

Apparently, this is regularly misattributed to Emerson.

I’m feeling overwhelmed by the lack of hours in the day and the number of things I feel like I need to do. I’m just trying to hold on to the meaning in this quote and feel it: that there’s really something inside me that’s really got what it takes to overcome my challenges.

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